+~+ I wANNa hOld YOu... neVeR leTTinG gO oF yOu ~+~
Wahaha. I'm back for after like 3 years?
Just having a sudden feel to blog once again after seeing so many people doing so.
Or rather, i can find somewhere to like trash my feelings out. =)
Hmm. For a start, not many of you know i have a blog rite? Admit it! You don't.
Or rather, you don't know me well or just uninterested to find out? I don't know actually.
3 years passed, 2 failed attempts in finding someone to be with.
Not the right ones? Maybe? Perhaps I'm just not in their league. Or is it called feelings that isn't there? Hmmm.
Well, found someone who really attracted me and is like "wow"... February, March, April, time flies. its been 3 months? Constantly getting the "please leave me alone, you're not my type. we wont work out" phrases by them. I mean, its all me huh. I tried, I fail. I try even harder to set the tracks, but its like its always me. Clapping without any sound.
I think this is serious to me so I guess I better share. Erm. Try starting off with messaging constantly, replying constantly and having a courtesy to inform if you're busy with stuffs or something. I just don't like the feeling having to wait for some replies which never comes? Probably you are really busy, forget, or if you really don't feel like talking to me? I mean I can take it if you tell me you aren't interested to talk to me though? Sometimes I just don't like excuses. Be it true or false lah.
Friends don't lie to each other, do they?
I see myself as a boring person? Always hanging out at the same old places, doing the same usual stuffs and all. Probably that's why I don't provide a more enjoyable time to people hanging out with me? Comparing to affording drinking and partying and places of such interest, I guess I cant really enjoy that kind of activity? I don't mean to think lowly of myself actually, who don't wanna save bucks?
I hate people who calls me a "ah sia kia". Hello... Do I go round showing off to you people what I have? Is it a crime to enjoy the privileges that my parents provided me with? So you people are trying to say I'm useless cause I dint earn everything with my bare hands? Some people just see whats on the surface but they don't know a shit about whats happening below. So what gives such people the rights to judge me? I know its your mouth lah. Try being in my position to have a taste of it?
Being in the army has many restrictions.
1) Not having the ability to be physically there for your loved ones when they need you.
2) Not having enough time to enjoy yourself.
3) Can't really find a girlfriend who can accommodate you not being there for her?
And the list goes on.
Its not like every guy wants to be in the army rite? I mean why cant some girls just understand that? Try turning the tables round and see what I really mean. It just isn't fair to just pick on guys being in the army. Its not their choice as I said.
OK, I feel much better trashing part of my feelings out. Lol. I may be right, I may be wrong. But please correct whatever I'm wrong and I'm willing to take in any criticism.
posted by dr3aMeR at 9:07 pm
